I Vaguely Remember

I vaguely remember the smile on your face
I vaguely remember the smell that you take
I vaguely remember your touch on my waist
I vaguely remember the love that you gave

Yet what I see even to this day is that I'm still haunted by my every mistake
All that we had just happened too fast simply because I was wanted to be a part
Yes I admit that you made me smile but I will never forget the tears as night falls
A year has pass but there's still scars, I'm still slowly falling apart

Seeing you daily doesn't help my case
you seem so fine in that thick brown case
I wonder if you feel the same way
I wonder if being here is a big mistake

Things start showing, people start digging
I can't help but feel that people are judging
It's probably just me, that much I know
But I can't seem to find comfort in the friends that I know

Will they understand? Will they walk away?
I'm afraid that it'll all happen the very same way
Keep your mask on, I say everyday
Yet I know that one day it might crumble away

I vaguely remember the friends that I made
I vaguely remember the support that they gave
I vaguely remember being so free
I vaguely remember just being me