Saturday, September 19, 2015

Facts That Hurt

I've been showered with too many facts that has left my dumbfounded today. Many too personal and many that sank my heart to the bottom of the ocean.

Attending this Junior World Entrepreneurship Forum (JWEF) thing has definitely been a bonding session that has allowed the DARTE gang to hang out more despite our busy schedules. I am thankful for this group of people that have opened my eyes to a world that I've been shadowed from but I am having doubts about knowing this world of theirs. I might be in the world but I know I am not of the world. Hence, some things I find difficult to accept but I truly truly love the people which leaves my heart in conflict.

I've learnt many things today that as a 20 year old I should have known earlier. I may have known some stuff but it all seemed so distance to me that it is almost not relatable but not till now. Not when it is happening to someone you know personally. Sometimes I want to know things but at the same time I don't want to lose my innocence or be bothered by it. Right now, my heart aches for them. I can only imagine how much more God's heart aches for them.

Jesus I pray that You'll change hearts
I pray that Your will be done
As You open my eyes and filled me with compassion
I pray You turn them back to Your original plan

Teach me Lord, not to judge
Teach me Lord, to love them much
Use me Lord, to touch their hearts
Use me Lord, Your will be done

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