Still struggling. Still thinking. Still praying

I know it's a little late. Whoops let me rephrase. I know it's SUPER LATE! but hey it's still 2014 and it's worth welcoming. WELCOME 2014 ☺☺☺ 7 months has gone by and the 8th month of the year is here. Which simply means it's the month where the best babies were/are/going to be born. August babies are the best. Being too bias here. I know. 

Went through so many many many ups and downs in life this year that I think this is the most ups and downs I've gone through. Well, who ever said that life was perfect? NOT ME. But no matter how many ups and downs we may face in life, it gives me peace to know that God is always with me. He is always faithful and His grace is everlasting. 

So the "torture" of being in a ever so cina college surrounded with some not so cina amazing, lovely people. Yes! I've finished my pre-u. Though I kinda missed studying a lot, I'm thankful that I passed the almost unpassable (Why is there no such word?) subject that I never thought I would pass. I was so prepared for sem4 but WOW. This is a miracle that only God could do. Thank You Daddy above ☺

I've left UTAR for 3 months now and I've not started uni or anything. 3 months of being on holiday, the golden question that everybody asks is "So what are you doing now?" Well to answer that question, it's not that hard to guess. What I'm doing is what you're seeing me do. Standing, sitting, eating, talking, answering your question. But on the more serious note, I'm working. Yes I got my very first job in the 18 years of my life. Sadly, my answers are never satisfying enough, the next question they will ask is "So what do you plan to do?" This may be the most hated question in history of hated questions for those who are still thinking what they want to do. The answer to this question is simple. 3 words "I DON'T KNOW" Sad huh. 

2 questions that people need to stop being insensitive to when you ask someone who just finish pre-u. 

1) So what are you doing now?

2) So what do you plan to do?

On a side note, I really don't know what to do and I don't know what I want to be and I don't know what I see myself doing in 5 years time. I know I'm running out of time but I think I would rather think through what I want to do than to jump into a course that I might later on regret. I rather waste half a year thinking than 3 years regretting. Well I guess my current status now is "Still struggling. Still thinking. Still praying."