Sunday, October 20, 2013

Test Run

I actually have no clue what to share tomorrow. Life itself is a testimony. Every little thing can be turned around to glorify God.

Since it's the church's youth Sunday tomorrow I guess I'll share something that is relatable to youths? Raymond's sermon will be about why it is important to build up your faith in a young age. Staring at the topic for a few minutes after a few days finally popped an idea into my mind so here's my testimony. 

Life in high school wasn't that easy for me especially the last 2 years. Being teenagers, most of us go through mood swings which I would like to call "the lemony years". It's where you feel life is constantly giving you lemon and making you sour. The first 3 years of high school was the best years I had in high school because being with the same people for 3 years, we developed strong relationship. We practically gotten so close to each other that we could practically communicate without talking. But the best 3 years lead to the worst 2 years. The reason I say that is because I became so comfortable with them that when it was time for us to split up during form 4, it was very hard to clique with new people. I felt that I was literally separated from 2 of my best friends though I still had 1 that was in the same class as me. As time past we made new friends but sometimes people change. And guess what, the "lemony" years came. My best friend decided to form a new circle of friends which initially I was part in but for some reason they started to neglect me. I felt very left out at that time. I tried engaging with them but everytime I tried, I ended up getting pushed out of the circle more. Eventually I was totally out of the circle. Others think we're a close clique because we always sat together in class and do things together but the truth is, I had totally no relationship with them. I was completely cut off.

It was a rough time for me but through that storm that I went through I would say that I grew closer so someone very dear to me even till right now. I was alone but I was never alone. Jesus was with me every step of the way. Honestly it was a tough time at first but I am always reminded that I have a friend who will never leave me and a God who will always love me. I believe that throughout the years of growing up in church, it built up a firm foundation in my faith and a passion in my heart to have a close relationship with God. I believe that God has build me up when I was much younger so that I am able to overcome my lemony years. I actually thank God for that 2 years in high school because when I lost a best friend, I grew closer to friend that is eternal. I believe that God gives and at the same time He can take away. Like the song says "You give and take away, but my heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be Your Name." 

Hence I would like to encourage you, to give thanks in all circumstances and continue building a strong and deep relationship with God cause you would never know when would life throw lemons at you. And because with Jesus, we are overcomers.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

OLLA OCTOBER ☺

Olla October!!!! So it's the first day of October, a new beginning for the last quarter of 2013 which means we only have a few more months till the new year but before new year comes, Christmas will be here. Okay back to reality, it's October. What's so special about October you ask? Well to be honest, I don't really know but I'm looking forward to see what God has in store for me this month.

Arise is just a few days away and to be honest I'm kinda excited yet kinda nervous. I just don't know how to describe the feeling that's in me right now. In one hand, I'm excited to meet the people that I haven't meet in some time and to see God's people gathered together to pray and worship. Seeing young people with such passion just warms my heart. But on the other hand, I'm nervous because I don't know what to expect. Never would I thought I would be heading the ushering and registration team. I didn't sign up to lead but I don't know how I just ended up heading the team. To be honest, I'm not very prepared because I don't know what to prepare. This is like what Bryan said "If I don't throw you in the river, you will never learn how to swim." So now I'm literally in the river and I don't know how to swim so I guess I'll just learn from there and wait for someone to teach me to swim but most importantly, I need to rely on God so that I don't drown.

So now back to my first day of October, I wouldn't say it's a bad day neither will I say it's a very good day. There were ups and downs but I'm thankful for all that happened today. Let's start from this morning. I'm starting to be more and more thankful for 8am classes because when I travel every morning, I have the privilege to watch the sunrise for 15 minutes in the LRT. To me watching the sunrise and being close to nature is the best feeling ever. It's like being close to God, being back to where all it began and just marvel at His glory. It reminds me that His mercies are new every morning that is why I should rejoice because of all that He's given me and all that is yet to come. Let's just say the sunrise is one of the things that sustains me through the day.

Finishing class at 10am is sometimes a good thing and a bad thing but today it is a good thing because I get to spend time with the one I love. Even though it's just catching a movie together, I truly enjoyed the time we spent together and of course the movie that we watched was one interesting movie. So I'm just glad that we got to spend our first day of October together even the down side of it. ♡♡♡

Was on the phone with Elycia (my queen) for 1hour and 43minutes. This is the first time I talked on phone for such a long time since I have no idea when. My queen oh my queen why do you have to be so fun to talk to? Have you had a moment when you're thinking of someone and that person calls? Well I just had it. She called!!! What a surprise. The longest conversation I had with her since such a long time. Love talking to this girl about God, assignments and life. Not a coincidence that I met her. Yay Ely.

Hence ends the first day of October, a beautiful Tuesday, and this post. Till we meet again. Till then, have a blessed week.